THAN YOU LORD FOR MAKING ME STRONG.

I will never ever give up this life no matter how hard it will be and even if all hopes is gone, I'll hold on.


Yesterday, I heard the news about the girl who committed suicide in Atrium because of her problems and I don't know what it is. When I heard the story, I felt sorry for her and for her family. She could have moved on in whatever she is going through and try to ask God to help in her problems. But she gave up and ended up committing suicide.

I realized, that I am strong. Because, I've been through so many things in life. I've cried and cried a million times. I've got hurt, I've been with a psychiatrist. Someday, if you'll know my life story, maybe you should tell me that I should be in the mental hospital right now.


BUT NO. Here I am now, I am okay in spite of all the hurts inside of me, I still manage to wake up and thank God for things that is going right. I'm still BLESSED. Because God gave me reasons to be happy.

I may cry again, get hurt again, but one thing is for sure: I WILL NEVER GIVE UP THIS LIFE. Because, I run the race for my God and not for myself.